Monday 3 August 2015

Shadow

Your Shadow


That night,she felt like her ceaseless wait was over.

Her wood-brown curls waved in the air blowing through the wind. The moon lit up her pale face. Her legs dangled off at the edge of the comfy-chair. The classic story by Peter Brown was resting on her lap.A sketch book too was waiting for it's turn, it’s pages empty. She held a pencil but didn’t touch it to the paper.

 Every few minutes water brushed off her feet with the salt. The sand behind was shinning silvery white. The glitter in her eyes were the reflection of the floating pearls in the water. The forest behind was such black where even the darkness would fear to enter. The stars covered the sky like a blanket. Smoke rose up circling in the air from the burnt woods.Aroma of lilies bathed the atmosphere.She could feel the tranquility in surrounding.

He tip-toed from behind without a noise. She didn’t glance back, she didn’t turn her head; she made no indication that she even saw the man behind.

 His beach-colored bottoms hanged loosely.His demeanor perfect to arouse her breath. He was wearing her favorite Ralph Lauren's off- blue shirt revealing his neat chest. He never forgot his treasured Rado. His jet-black hair with soft cuts covered half of his forehead.He smelled of Versace.God's flawless carving!He planted a peck on her head from behind and stood back.

The girl closed her sketchbook. “I’ve been ready. I was only waiting since years.” She pushed a strand of hair falling on her cheeks behind her ear and stood up.

She turned facing him with a smile on her face. “Let’s go!”. He observes her lean body. The Christian Dior's milky white gown flew loose ending up just above her ankle.Her locks ended at her slender waist with caramel-highlighted curls.A silver bling hung around her bare neck complementing the diamond hearings which he gifted her on their last Valentine they celebrated years ago.

Her little bare feet covered with mud and salt were perfectly carved.Eyes puffed due to unending tears spoke of ages they longed to glare him for once.He wished to tie knot with her for once but destiny had other plans for them.

She saw 'no' shadow of him...

“Don’t be so cheerful,” he told her, turning around. “This isn’t a happy errand to be doing.” They walked across the pier, side-by-side. The man was inches above her head. They looked picture perfect. “Yeah, but,” she paused for a moment. “It’s an errand with you! You know how rare that is, don’t you? We never get to do this.” The man frowned at her.

“You have a much different idea of this than I do,” he muttered. “I don’t see this as very exciting in the least.” They stopped at where the pier met the street. That’s why I’m here,” the  girl chimed in. “I make it become exciting.” She grinned at him.

"Yeah, that's exactly why I've chose you", he said wiping the baby tear cornering his eye. He lightly tapped her back and whispered in her ears "let's go. We don't have much time sweet-heart"

The girl followed him holding his soft palm escaping through bones and flesh dissipating into air.

Friday 31 July 2015

REFLECTION


Reflection..


I love the moments where I'm untangling my hair in front of mirror and i can see your reflection standing behind me smiling at my struggle.

I stare angrily at you.You slowly walk towards me.Stand an inch close.You inhale my scent and i feel your breath on my bare neck.

Slowly you start untangling my hairs with your knuckles running your fingers through my wet strings.Very easily you straight them as if they waited your touch.

You turn me,locking my strand behind the ears.Kissing my forehead you whisper"I love you".

I reach your lips n inch away and the moment i try to touch them you vanish away.My hairs dripped water on the wooden floor.I turned to look for your reflection and my hairs remained tangled.



Tuesday 28 July 2015

Her Diary 

I’m unable to see things. My vision’s blurred…
[Clearing my watery eyes]..Yeah, Now..now I see you!
See you..drifting away..miles uncountable..

Blurry though, I stare at you walking slowly towards the No-Me-zone..
You have starved yourself dear…
That baby-pink shirt which used to fit you inch by inch now hangs like a robe..
Those denims which flaunted your perfect butts now are sorry too..
Your curvaceous body that could make anybody crazy is unhappy being reduced to skeleton..
Your eyes that radiated blinding shine once is now hollowed enough to reveal your excruciating pain..

I?..I am one ready to be buried back to earth!
Man!! These watering eyes and heavy heart are disabling me to watch you one last time…
Why on earth is the word Goodbye invented even??

Well, the first time I saw you, I married you in my air bubble.
Why everywhere in the crowd I looked for you??
Why seeing you every-time I saw you made my adrenaline rush??
Why did I made space for you in my bed wishing you would fly in at midnight??
Why seeing you with Any-Her burned my inside??

I recollect you loved my watering nose wetting your shirt as I sobbed hugging you tight..
I recollect while you enjoyed untangling my hairdo, I loved breathing in your nostalgic fragrance..
I remember we couldn’t kiss for the first time because every time we tried, a big laugh escaped through us..
I also remember how bad you are at applying nail paint..
I remember…..

Once when we were busy ogling at literature..
You- Hey!
I- Yeah?
You-I love you!
I (suppressing my smile)-Shut-up and study man!
You -Nooo..Please!!!!!
I-what!! I’m already married!
You(with sheepy eyes)- When? whom?
I-To you..Long ago…
You(amazed look)- I never had a honeymoon then!!!!!!!

Today the same you stands in front of me with a straight face failing to show the love we had, though your sore eyes reveal your last night..
Ouch!! That cold look piercing my soul inside..

You-Sorry, I cant any more.
I- Why???
You-There are many reasons, I cant enlist them.
I- You have none. There’s something too dark inside you to be shared.
You (kissing my forehead)- Please take care..and you turned back ready to depart..

 I couldn’t move.Momentarily paralyzed I watched you walking away with your bag-pack you used to take only for long tours..yeah, this is long one indeed!
A voice unable to find an opening screamed inside me-“Hey!Hey!Hey!Stop!Please!Hey Listen!NO”
You stopped and turned back.
Yes! Thank God! I knew it.

I could see your tear-filled eyes; you flied a kiss and said-“Laters Baby”
I crashed to ground. Fainted. Woke up only to find you GONE..FOR EVER!
– Jasmine Dugar

Unlike Rainbows and Butterflies!



Unlike Rainbows and Butterflies!


A simple love with a complex touch
 When you touch someone's heart,its limitless.
No this is not a mournful prose of lost love,its an eulogy of tender words that kindles the forgotten smiles.Love is like scattered rain;not here not there but everywhere.The rhythm of the rain coincides the beating of my heart.


I lend my ink to thoughts of you,what comes out is solitary .I drove for miles and miles and wound up at your doors.I've always had you but somehow needed some more.Knowing all that makes you for who you are, i knew you'd try too hard.Now can you see me above your head when you lie on bed?
For my life has been spent sailing to find your shore in the sea of strangers.You're in my highs and lows;in my mind you come to and fro.You are like sun to night like momentary gold.Like dawn dimming the glowing stars.

I tend to be insecure but it doesn't matter anymore.Life is not all about rainbows and sunshine ,its compromise that moves us along.For life is how two souls find their last but integral piece in one another. Along the chest lies the heart,in the heart bubbles the beats.Your desire reigns the beats. With every beat grows the pain but its the only essence of your i possess.I don't mind spending every day out on your corner in pouring rain.Dancing straight until it pains.To spend your love until you're broke.But sometimes loving you is like chasing the cloud.I am like a lonely kite lost in flight that you had once blown.

It was question i wanted to ask though i knew what's gonna come-Do you love me? In your hesitation i found the answer.A song cannot be un-sung;A feeling cannot be un-felt.For I was high with chaos that controlled my mind i ain't hear your whispered goodbye and you got on a plane to never return again.That's how you are like flicker of the blown candle.

They said you are not coming home but they also said the world was flat!There will be a light in the hall and keys under the mat if you wish to come back.There will be a smile on my face and coffee hot and we'd pretend that you were never gone.