REFLECTION

Reflection..

I love the moments where I'm untangling my hair in front of mirror and i can see your reflection standing behind me smiling at my struggle.

I stare angrily at you.You slowly walk towards me.Stand an inch close.You inhale my scent and i feel your breath on my bare neck.

Slowly you start untangling my hairs with your knuckles running your fingers through my wet strings.Very easily you straight them as if they waited your touch.

You turn me,locking my strand behind the ears.Kissing my forehead you whisper"I love you".

I reach your lips n inch away and the moment i try to touch them you vanish away.My hairs dripped water on the wooden floor.I turned to look for your reflection and my hairs remained tangled.

Her Diary 

I’m unable to see things. My vision’s blurred…
[Clearing my watery eyes]..Yeah, Now..now I see you!
See you..drifting away..miles uncountable..
Blurry though, I stare at you walking slowly towards the No-Me-zone..
You have starved yourself dear…
That baby-pink shirt which used to fit you inch by inch now hangs like a robe..
Those denims which flaunted your perfect butts now are sorry too..
Your curvaceous body that could make anybody crazy is unhappy being reduced to skeleton..
Your eyes that radiated blinding shine once is now hollowed enough to reveal your excruciating pain..
I?..I am one ready to be buried back to earth!
Man!! These watering eyes and heavy heart are disabling me to watch you one last time…
Why on earth is the word Goodbye invented even??
Well, the first time I saw you, I married you in my air bubble.
Why everywhere in the crowd I looked for you??
Why seeing you every-time I saw you made my adrenaline rush??
Why did I made space for you in my bed wishing you would fly in at midnight??
Why seeing you with Any-Her burned my inside??
I recollect you loved my watering nose wetting your shirt as I sobbed hugging you tight..
I recollect while you enjoyed untangling my hairdo, I loved breathing in your nostalgic fragrance..
I remember we couldn’t kiss for the first time because every time we tried, a big laugh escaped through us..
I also remember how bad you are at applying nail paint..
I remember…..
Once when we were busy ogling at literature..
You- Hey!
I- Yeah?
You-I love you!
I (suppressing my smile)-Shut-up and study man!
You -Nooo..Please!!!!!
I-what!! I’m already married!
You(with sheepy eyes)- When? whom?
I-To you..Long ago…
You(amazed look)- I never had a honeymoon then!!!!!!!
Today the same you stands in front of me with a straight face failing to show the love we had, though your sore eyes reveal your last night..
Ouch!! That cold look piercing my soul inside..
You-Sorry, I cant any more.
I- Why???
You-There are many reasons, I cant enlist them.
I- You have none. There’s something too dark inside you to be shared.
You (kissing my forehead)- Please take care..and you turned back ready to depart..
 I couldn’t move.Momentarily paralyzed I watched you walking away with your bag-pack you used to take only for long tours..yeah, this is long one indeed!
A voice unable to find an opening screamed inside me-“Hey!Hey!Hey!Stop!Please!Hey Listen!NO”
You stopped and turned back.
Yes! Thank God! I knew it.
I could see your tear-filled eyes; you flied a kiss and said-“Laters Baby”
I crashed to ground. Fainted. Woke up only to find you GONE..FOR EVER!
– Jasmine Dugar

Unlike Rainbows and Butterflies!

A simple love with a complex touch

 When you touch someone's heart,its limitless.

No this is not a mournful prose of lost love,its an eulogy of tender words that kindles the forgotten smiles.Love is like scattered rain;not here not there but everywhere.The rhythm of the rain coincides the beating of my heart.

I lend my ink to thoughts of you,what comes out is solitary .I drove for miles and miles and wound up at your doors.I've always had you but somehow needed some more.Knowing all that makes you for who you are, i knew you'd try too hard.Now can you see me above your head when you lie on bed?
For my life has been spent sailing to find your shore in the sea of strangers.You're in my highs and lows;in my mind you come to and fro.You are like sun to night like momentary gold.Like dawn dimming the glowing stars.

I tend to be insecure but it doesn't matter anymore.Life is not all about rainbows and sunshine ,its compromise that moves us along.For life is how two souls find their last but integral piece in one another. Along the chest lies the heart,in the heart bubbles the beats.Your desire reigns the beats. With every beat grows the pain but its the only essence of your i possess.I don't mind spending every day out on your corner in pouring rain.Dancing straight until it pains.To spend your love until you're broke.But sometimes loving you is like chasing the cloud.I am like a lonely kite lost in flight that you had once blown.

It was question i wanted to ask though i knew what's gonna come-Do you love me? In your hesitation i found the answer.A song cannot be un-sung;A feeling cannot be un-felt.For I was high with chaos that controlled my mind i ain't hear your whispered goodbye and you got on a plane to never return again.That's how you are like flicker of the blown candle.

They said you are not coming home but they also said the world was flat!There will be a light in the hall and keys under the mat if you wish to come back.There will be a smile on my face and coffee hot and we'd pretend that you were never gone.